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I never cut off anybody, I never avoided comparisons, rather, I tried them.
lately I realize that I was easier to say "that's enough."
maybe even without explanation.
is one of those periods in which they are hypersensitive and fragile and I take offense at anything.
anything can hurt me.
even the most stupid.
this inevitably leaves people in a time when maybe I need true friendships.
arriving after these periods in which those outside the pain until I cry all are attentive.
then I tired to complain, but that does not mean that I'm good. and then any inattention is interpreted by me as a "here, you do not care about me."
there are loops from which I do not know how to get out.
this is one.
the other is the enormous effort that I always feel good to be independent and alone.
commit myself so much that when someone I do not know then how to deal with the possibility to ask for support or delegate of things and a bit 'it scares me, because now and then, sooner or later, I'll be alone, so why spoil?
with the result that those who are next to feel left out and, paradoxically, this is one of the causes for which to return alone.
Internet does not help.
gives you the illusion of having so many people who wishes to you, but then people who, once turned off the PC, has his life in which you are not there.
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